Sorry

So when i read my blog
about "final thanks to the girl"
i realize i was not making any sense
and you could imagine
i was practically having a bad day
and i would just give the world just to give me
happiness.
So I am Sorry to the girl, 
i didn't mean it when i said we won't be friends again
i was just sad and old problem rises. You get it
So people stop asking why my face is pale and what happen.
the things that happen with me and her are not meant to be
told to people and people should leave her alone too
she has her privacy. 
Damn i sound like chris brown...

Ps. all of the people i mention here are the people i try to avoid contact, Geez i feel pretty smart doing that...


I hope i can past this week without feeling depress,sad,emotional, and angry it been going on for 6 months NEVER has there been a day which i call "awesome" or "Great day" . I should consult the doctor? maybe a small therapy might help.


Cheers and Love
Eric