Tatoos In the Future =)

Y'all will never guess! :D i have planned out what to make on my body (tatoo)

my left hand fist will have the message of peace...
my right hand fist will have the message of love..
my chest will have the message of " live your life"

:)

hw does it sound?

A song for the my lost dearest sister

Ok, So basically this song is really personal to me...because... well for some reason.. i am a coward... i wasn't able to confront my dede... after that...little charade i pull to her bstfren...and i felt embarass of course... and it has been awhile... since i haven't talk to her.. even though we pass like the same corridor... well... apparently i ignore,or hide... but trutfully i want to talk to her i want to give her a hug! i want to say hi! but i can't...(lack of self-esteem...=( ) but i hope this song can show you how much i miss you...

Verse

You see this girl

she you to be close to me

she was the world

and a great friend to be

but i don't know how i lost track of her

and now it seems like 

she just disappear  in thin air

and i miss her with all my heart

and all i want is to pray

that she could still hear me

Chorus

you see i would do anything to get her back

i would give her a big hug if i see her back

i would smile at her as long as she is back

and i hope she still can hear me in the back

because i miss you 

I miss you

She became apart of my life not long ago

a few years to be exact 

and now it seems like i let her go

i wish i got a time machine and go back

and start again from the time we left

Chorus

you see i would do anything to get her back

i would give her a big hug if i see her back

i would smile at her as long as she is back

and i hope she still can hear me in the back

because i miss you 

I miss you

Chorus

you see i would do anything to get her back

i would give her a big hug if i see her back

i would smile at her as long as she is back

and i hope she still can hear me in the back

because i miss you 

I miss you

To my dede's besfren... been quite for this past months... and we still haven't talk.. i just wish we could.. but even if we don't all i can say is that.. my Ep... is now completed... thanks to you... for the inspirations.. i just wish you would know that.. =) and i will keep on smiling.. 

Single mens....Listen up!

If your Single and Your happy don't even bother reading this....


So i bet your reading this because you need a partner in your life or rather just bored because eric is a douche bag and i want to read this to piss him off.... Haha!


I have always been a ladies men since i was grade 2( excluding grade 1 because i thought girls were aliens from venus :D haha) advantages I know what is going on in their mind :) i use those to lure girls into my trap! muahahaha! Ahem... i mean i can win their heart with a few steps i have made.. Disadvantages Guy friends makes fun of you, and sometimes you can fall for the gay side... haha!


First step: Getting to Know the Girl
So yes you been eyeing this girl a few weeks nowm and you don't have the guts to ask her out... easily use a method i have created called " Fish hook" why? it's the way i roll,
or Simplified as "Talk to her" Yes,Don't ask her out become her friend if you have an activity with her go ask her what should we do and don't, Sound simple right? But i don't call it "Fish hook" for no reason, when you hook a fish and you don't roll it the right way you can break the string and the fish break free. So make sure you be yourself and always be the optimistic person they see. 


Second Step: Love me or Hate me
Maybe that girl might be different then what you expected for example she is a peace loving girl, and you are a violent person and of course you love her to the bottom of your heart then make a change! Stop with the violent crap, and see things what she see
then you can proceed to the next step as easy as blinking your eye.


Third Step: Attitude means reject
So some books says that giving attitude gives the girl that fresh look that your hot,sexy and macho, GUYS REALLY?!, That only in movies go watch more better romance movie. Show her some love, when she ask you a favor just do it, that makes a girl really impress :)


Fourth Step: Getting Connected
Get her Number..Get her Facebook account... Get Her email... BUT don't make it sound like your a stalker.. Do the "fish hook" while mixing the "Getting connected trick"
Here is how you could do it:
You: Hey you heard about taylor swift and kanye?
her: yes OMG feel poor for her...
You: yeah i know... btw i saw the video in my friends facebook
her: oh really? i want to watch it >.<
You: Sure here you go i have it in my phone
Her: ok :)
You: btw if you want the video just add me up i can help you k?
Her: ok :)
But Try not to mess it up




Fifth Step: Confronting her
Do what is best and try to best to ask her out... or use my method, "the planning" so make it sound like you want to go to the theatre but you got no one to go with... make it sound like your lonely... and make sure she has nothing to do, then say" you want to go watch?" it works don't worry.. there you go! all five steps now the tips


Tips:
1) Never use a perfume? Don't use it for the first date.. Its too obvious
2) Don't be a jerk 
3)Be down to earth
4) always carry extra cash maybe triple the value...
5) be different... but nice
6)Talk to her everyday :)
7) Confront her fast before its to late
8)dont stood up on her
9) don't do the friend method if you talk to her first and she likes you she tink you like her friends
10) never do the one night stand
11) be passionate about something
12) always make sure you can agree on something with the girl
13)Never say you want to f*ck her...
14)Follow all these 14 rules and your safe.. :)


I been using this method i hope it can help you guys hahaha

Problems

Hey Guys! Sorry for not having a blog for quite awhile i have a good reason..

"The grade 10 play was going on so i did not have time to do anything else"  

haha!

Ok To start of this blog i would start the topic with "Problems"

It's not about friendship,Relationship,or Anything else

But its A Problem that will take a while...

Everyday, And Every Night i hide this problem from my friends

and i have to come clean sooner or later right?

Ok, I have this Symptoms called "Adhd" Or as some people 

call it Attention Deficit hyperactivity Disorder

Of course its not something i could be proud of

or anything... 

Because when i was small i never took things seriously even till

now.

and of course i told a few of my friends and they burst out laughing

of course wouldn't it be funny to see a disabled boy trying to fit in the world

and make things right? (was being sarcastic btw)

if you need to know in detail.. I have the Inattentive ADHD

There are three different types of ADHD, including:

• combined ADHD (the most common type), which involves all of the symptoms
• inattentive ADHD (previously known as ADD), which is marked by impaired attention and concentration
• hyperactive-impulsive ADHD, which is marked by hyperactivity without inattentiveness

See even right now when i am writing this blog i have trouble concentrating... Blehh

people say i am just running my mouth, but once you step foot in my world let see if you can survive my life.

Here are the list of Adhd problems and what effects it does in my life

• difficulty paying attention to details and tendency to make careless mistakes in school or other activities; producing work that is often messy and careless
• easily distracted by irrelevant stimuli and frequently interrupting ongoing tasks to attend to trivial noises or events that are usually ignored by others
• inability to sustain attention on tasks or activities
• difficulty finishing schoolwork or paperwork or performing tasks that require concentration
• frequent shifts from one uncompleted activity to another
• procrastination
• disorganized work habits
• forgetfulness in daily activities (for example, missing appointments, forgetting to bring lunch)
• failure to complete tasks such as homework or chores
• frequent shifts in conversation, not listening to others, not keeping one's mind on conversations, and not following details or rules of activities in social situations

Hyperactivity symptoms may be apparent in very young preschoolers and are nearly always present before the age of seven. Symptoms include:

• fidgeting, squirming when seated
• getting up frequently to walk or run around
• running or climbing excessively when it's inappropriate (in teens this may appear as restlessness)
• having difficulty playing quietly or engaging in quiet leisure activities
• being always on the go
• often talking excessively

Though my friends are there to help me but do they believe me?

Some of my friends says "Yeah right.." "Grow up eric" "Be a man!"

Mostly Laughs..

Here are the 2 huge problems in my adhd symptoms

~lack of Self esteem

How is self-esteem affected by ADHD?

Your child's self-esteem is shaped by:

• how she thinks
• what she expects of herself
• how other people (family, friends, teachers) think and feel about her.

Many children with ADHD have problems in school and with teachers and sometimes have difficulties at home. They find it difficult to make and keep friends.

People often don't understand their behaviour and judge them because of it. They disrupt situations, often gaining punishments, so they may find it easier not to bother trying to fit in or do work at school.

All this means children with ADHD often feel badly about themselves. They might think they're stupid, naughty, bad or a failure. Not surprisingly, their self-esteem takes a battering and they find it hard to think anything positive or good about themselves.

Next of course is Depression

One out of every four adults with ADD/ADHD also suffers from symptoms of depression.  When there are co-existing conditions, it can be harder to diagnose and treat ADHD.  The symptoms may overlap and one of the conditions may not be accurately diagnosed.  Or medication may not be as effective. 

Previously, depression in patients with ADHD was thought to be situational and it was assumed that the depression was a result of constant failure or the inability to compensate for symptoms of ADHD in daily life.  Because of this, depression was often ignored and ADHD was treated, assuming that the depression would disappear when the ADHD was controlled and treated.  Research has now shown that ADHD and depression are separate diagnoses and both should be treated.

Getting and giving criticism

Dealing with criticism

The best way for your child to deal with criticism is to:

• listen to what's being said. Don't interrupt to contradict or make excuses.
• agree with it, where possible.
• ask questions if unsure about anything.
• admit mistakes and apologise.
• calmly disagree if it's unfair, eg by politely saying, 'I don't agree with you'.

There are times when criticism is necessary, but children with low self-esteem aren't good at accepting criticism - or giving it nicely.

How you give criticism is important. Criticism is the other part of making your child feel loved: sarcastic, negative comments can undo all your hard work to be encouraging. So is there such a thing as good criticism?

If you want to teach your child how to accept criticism, you need to give it in a constructive way.

This means being calm, not angry, and focusing on the behaviour you want to change instead of criticising the person. It also helps if you can find positive things to say to balance the criticism. Using 'I' tends to be less aggressive than 'you'.

So if your child is struggling with a piece of school work, don't say 'you're stupid', but 'I loved the way you read the first page. It's only a couple of words you're stumbling on. That word is…'

All these things apply when your child gives criticism. For example, 'I like playing with you, but it's too cold to play outside today.'

You know what if my friends could be more supportive and nice i would have pass this sickness without any problems in life...If my friends can stop being sarcastic and help me get thru it would be a major turning point in life... its because of the people around me that make me feel insecure.. Like "hey dude you dress like..." or " Dude you suck!" or like "man... you are ugly" 

They don't know the problems i been thru and yet they make fun of me... they don't give a fuck about me... all they care is if i give them good remarks.. , Everyday i would go up to a friend and be so nice about it.. and i agree in possible points that make them happy .. but what they do in return? They just fuck me up and give me hard criticism ....

I want to be around positive people... i want to heal.. i want to be strong... i want to be accepted... i want to be a risk -taker but all that is blocking my way from moving on ward is the criticism gave by my friends... 

Cheers and love

Eric

The Last Airbender?!

The Awaited Trailer of M.Night Symalan's The last airbender is out Y'all! 





Its Looks pretty sick to me! Look at the smexy ass graphics! Worth watching i guess
I hope it ain't as bad as the lame ass dragonball haha!
You want to know why i didn't go out of the theaters when dragonball was playing?
i know it sucks but 2 reasons


1) The girls are hot!
2) We asians are cheap ass haha!

A day before The play

Yar.. I hate this! 
i am scared shitless because of the play we screwed up real bad in the last scene T.T
and right now we are having practice,and trustfully this is boring so i am updating for you guys~~ haha!


Wanna see a photo of the play? Here ya go!

Oh btw he is a random pic of me being random( Because i am randomly bored!)

Cheers and Love

Eric!

Thank you Jacky

I remember when i first Told my friend Jacky that he shouldn't feel sad that he got rejected. and this is what i said:


"SO WHAT! JACKY IF SHE REJECTS YOU ITS NOT THEE END OF YOUR LIFE

TRUTH SHIT? I GOT REJECTED 7TIMES AND I GOT ACCEPTED 3
AND WHAT?! I MOVE ON! WHO CARES YOU KNOW WHAT

I USE TO LIKE Someone YEA NO SHIT... SHE DIDNT LIKE ME REJECTED ME IN GRADE * AND IN GRADE * SHE CAME BACK AND SAID SORRY I WANT YOU.... SO WHAT SHE WILL COME BACK TO YOU
YOUR WORDS WILL KEEP HER THINKING! AND SMILE ! SMILE! THATS THE ONLY SOURCE WE F*CKING HUMAN GOT AT TIME LIKE THIS

I USE TO DRINK WHEN THIS HAPPENS BUT I STOP WHY?! BECAUSE THE GIRL I LOVE KNOWS THAT I LOVE HER AND TOLD ME TO STOP! AND LIFE UR LIFE!

A REJECT IS A REJECT... SHE DIDNT SHOOT YOUR MOTHER FUCKING HEART SHE JUST MADE A BIG MISTAKE"

And This time is my turn, i have forgotten what i said to jacky. and i let my guard down, instead he message me on facebook like this :

"SO WHAT! ERIC IF SHE REJECTS YOU ITS NOT THEE END OF YOUR LIFE

TRUTH SHIT? I GOT REJECTED 3 TIMES AND I GOT ACCEPTED 2
AND WHAT?! I MOVE ON! WHO CARES YOU KNOW WHAT

I USE TO LIKE SOME GIRL YEA NO SHIT... SHE DIDNT LIKE ME REJECTED ME IN GRADE 5 AND IN GRADE 6 SHE CAME BACK AND SAID SORRY I WANT YOU.... SO WHAT SHE WILL COME BACK TO YOU
YOUR WORDS WILL KEEP HER THINKING! AND SMILE ! SMILE! THATS THE ONLY SOURCE WE F*CKING HUMAN GOT AT TIME LIKE THIS

I USE TO SIT DOWN AND BE QUITE WHEN THIS HAPPENS BUT I STOP WHY?! BECAUSE THE I GOT BORED OF IT U NOE!

A REJECT IS A REJECT... SHE DIDNT SHOOT YOUR MOTHER FUCKING HEART SHE JUST MADE A BIG MISTAKE YEAH OK SO NO WORRIES THERE ARE MORE FISH IN THE SEA OR IN THE MARKET ALSO"

Same meaning different words... and he showed me back :) and i love it thank you jacky!